| THIS WAS TAKEN FROM A BULLETIN I WROTE ON MYSPACE.
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Alright... look here.
This the one subject people can actually talk for hours and hours during the day.
Really, just go up to a group of people, and randomly start the subject and it'll last a hella' long time.
The subject: dreams (sleep dreams)
My friends and I started talking about weird things that go around the world, and then I just suddenly said, You know what'sweird you guys? What if really the whole universe... and everything that goes on in it, including us... What if this was all someone's dream? Like... ... ... What if what we think is reality, is actually a dream to someone other bigger being out there beyond this universe?
I just said that, and they my friends starting talking about what I said... and then that subject led to sleep dreams... then that subject led to ghosts... then that subject led to religion... and then I forgot. But my friends and I were talking for hours just because of the words I wrote up there. Crazy huh?
This is weird.
I hate those common dreams that everyone has.
It's weird when you have a dream when:
-You are falling off a building, or just simply falling and you don't stop. Or when you're about to hit the ground or whatever, youend up waking up.
-Someone's chasing you and then all-of-a-sudden it feels so hard to run. You start going crazy in your dream like, "What the fuck is going on!?! How come I'm not running!?!" But then the person that is chasing you never really catches up to you. (Well... at least in most people's dreams the person chasing you doesn't catch up to you.)
The weirdest thing about dreams is this...
Your dreams, most of the time, won't allow you to get hurt.
Many times (and this is what most people tell me), when people get hurt in their dreams... like in their dream they start crying, or they get cut...
Most of the time, from what many people have told me before, is that they wake up crying about what they were crying about in their dream. Or they wake up with the cut they received during their dream and not in reality.
It's completely odd.
One time I had a nightmare, and it's hard for others to imagine it, but it's crazy what happened to me.
But I was in a little deserted town that didn't have any water at all. The town looked kinda old Western type of thing. Well, I'm just standing around in the middle of a dirt street, then all of a sudden I hear a rumble. There's a HUGE rush of water flowing through the town hella' fast, and then when the water hit me, it felt so real like I was really caught in a powerful wave. I could feel the reality part of my head react to my dream, and I felt my body moving like crazy while I was laying in bed. Now, the water was so strong and so fast that for some reason, even though I felt the water going so strongly against me and everything, it was sofast it didn'tmove me not even an inch from where I was standing in the first place. And as for the town which had no water, was still dry and not a trace of the water from the wave was left behind. The once again the same thing happened. I hear an even louder rumble, and then a BIGGER wave, more like the biggest title wave ever, rushed through the droughted town, and as I just stood in the same spot on the ground; I felt the water hit me with pounding impact and such a tremendous force in the flow of the water. (Once again I realized that in reality, my body was moving back and forth a lot more than the first time, and I started crying with fear all over me. Several chills ran down my spine and I couldn't control myself in reality, because in my dream I tried to tell myself to wake up, but I just couldn't...) And so the water passed by so quickly that it didn't move anywhere from where I stood at the beginning of the dream. This happened two more times and the water was rushing against me even harder and more force, yet the same things occured. In reality I was frightened. I felt like I was gonna be scared to death while I was dreaming. it felt like I was going to die in my dream, and suddenly... I woke up. My face was wet with tears. My back was really sweaty, at least I think it was. my entire shirt was soaked. My pants were just soaking and dripping, and I looked at the ground. And there was water flowing everywhere in my dark room. And then I slapped myself to see if it was a dream. It was so confusing! My reality was trapped in my dream too. I slapped myself and it hurt, but I was wondering, "Why is my room flooding with water?" Then I hit my head against the wood on my bed, and then I closed my eyes really tight so I couldn't see the smallest bit of the world... Then moments later I opened my eyes and there was no water to be seen in my room. My back was sweaty, but shirt wasn't soaked or anything. my pants were completely dry, and my face... still wet because of the horrible tears that were running down my face during the nightmare. I decided to go to the bathroom and wash my face. I got to the sink, and then for some reason I was still terrified from my nightmare that I was afraid to turn on the water in the bathroom sink. I didn't even wanna look in the mirror to see the faucets for the bathroom tub. I was completely afraid of water that night that it became a quick temporary phobia on me. So I tried my best to fall back asleep, and when I did... I just slept. That's it. I slept, and the very next day was just another regular day. I drank water, took a shower, and had water balloon fights at my old apartments. This happened during the Summer of 2005 around July. I still remember this nightmare because it was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. It's worse that all the millions of nightmares I've had of the devil put together. This was a nightmare, but I would rather stick to calling it a dream. No reason why I would call it a dream, but it's just different. i don't understand this "dream" I had because it's weird how my reality got trapped in a dream.
That was weird huh?
Well, dreams is the most ineteresting subject I know.
Hope you had a worthwhile time reading this bulletin, it took me 30 minutes to write.
-Angèl
3.25.06 |
