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DREAMS

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 06:06:13 GMT

THIS WAS TAKEN FROM A BULLETIN I WROTE ON MYSPACE.

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Alright... look here.

This the one subject people can actually talk for hours and hours during the day.

Really, just go up to a group of people, and randomly start the subject and it'll last a hella' long time.

The subject: dreams (sleep dreams)

My friends and I started talking about weird things that go around the world, and then I just suddenly said, You know what'sweird you guys? What if really the whole universe... and everything that goes on in it, including us... What if this was all someone's dream? Like... ... ... What if what we think is reality, is actually a dream to someone other bigger being out there beyond this universe?

I just said that, and they my friends starting talking about what I said... and then that subject led to sleep dreams... then that subject led to ghosts... then that subject led to religion... and then I forgot. But my friends and I were talking for hours just because of the words I wrote up there. Crazy huh?

This is weird.
I hate those common dreams that everyone has.

It's weird when you have a dream when:

-You are falling off a building, or just simply falling and you don't stop. Or when you're about to hit the ground or whatever, youend up waking up.

-Someone's chasing you and then all-of-a-sudden it feels so hard to run. You start going crazy in your dream like, "What the fuck is going on!?! How come I'm not running!?!" But then the person that is chasing you never really catches up to you. (Well... at least in most people's dreams the person chasing you doesn't catch up to you.)

The weirdest thing about dreams is this...
Your dreams, most of the time, won't allow you to get hurt.

Many times (and this is what most people tell me), when people get hurt in their dreams... like in their dream they start crying, or they get cut...

Most of the time, from what many people have told me before, is that they wake up crying about what they were crying about in their dream. Or they wake up with the cut they received during their dream and not in reality.

It's completely odd.

One time I had a nightmare, and it's hard for others to imagine it, but it's crazy what happened to me.

But I was in a little deserted town that didn't have any water at all. The town looked kinda old Western type of thing. Well, I'm just standing around in the middle of a dirt street, then all of a sudden I hear a rumble. There's a HUGE rush of water flowing through the town hella' fast, and then when the water hit me, it felt so real like I was really caught in a powerful wave. I could feel the reality part of my head react to my dream, and I felt my body moving like crazy while I was laying in bed. Now, the water was so strong and so fast that for some reason, even though I felt the water going so strongly against me and everything, it was sofast it didn'tmove me not even an inch from where I was standing in the first place. And as for the town which had no water, was still dry and not a trace of the water from the wave was left behind. The once again the same thing happened. I hear an even louder rumble, and then a BIGGER wave, more like the biggest title wave ever, rushed through the droughted town, and as I just stood in the same spot on the ground; I felt the water hit me with pounding impact and such a tremendous force in the flow of the water. (Once again I realized that in reality, my body was moving back and forth a lot more than the first time, and I started crying with fear all over me. Several chills ran down my spine and I couldn't control myself in reality, because in my dream I tried to tell myself to wake up, but I just couldn't...) And so the water passed by so quickly that it didn't move anywhere from where I stood at the beginning of the dream. This happened two more times and the water was rushing against me even harder and more force, yet the same things occured. In reality I was frightened. I felt like I was gonna be scared to death while I was dreaming. it felt like I was going to die in my dream, and suddenly... I woke up. My face was wet with tears. My back was really sweaty, at least I think it was. my entire shirt was soaked. My pants were just soaking and dripping, and I looked at the ground. And there was water flowing everywhere in my dark room. And then I slapped myself to see if it was a dream. It was so confusing! My reality was trapped in my dream too. I slapped myself and it hurt, but I was wondering, "Why is my room flooding with water?" Then I hit my head against the wood on my bed, and then I closed my eyes really tight so I couldn't see the smallest bit of the world... Then moments later I opened my eyes and there was no water to be seen in my room. My back was sweaty, but shirt wasn't soaked or anything. my pants were completely dry, and my face... still wet because of the horrible tears that were running down my face during the nightmare. I decided to go to the bathroom and wash my face. I got to the sink, and then for some reason I was still terrified from my nightmare that I was afraid to turn on the water in the bathroom sink. I didn't even wanna look in the mirror to see the faucets for the bathroom tub. I was completely afraid of water that night that it became a quick temporary phobia on me. So I tried my best to fall back asleep, and when I did... I just slept. That's it. I slept, and the very next day was just another regular day. I drank water, took a shower, and had water balloon fights at my old apartments. This happened during the Summer of 2005 around July. I still remember this nightmare because it was the worst thing that has ever happened to me. It's worse that all the millions of nightmares I've had of the devil put together. This was a nightmare, but I would rather stick to calling it a dream. No reason why I would call it a dream, but it's just different. i don't understand this "dream" I had because it's weird how my reality got trapped in a dream.

That was weird huh?

Well, dreams is the most ineteresting subject I know.
Hope you had a worthwhile time reading this bulletin, it took me 30 minutes to write.

-Angèl
3.25.06

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 03:12:49 GMT

Wooh dang. These days have been passing too fast for me and the time has been ticking yet so slow.

There are so many things to get excited about this spring season:
-Beatmania IIDX 13th Style DistorteD
-Dance Dance Revolution SuperNOVA
-Pop'n Music 14 FEVER
*-Beatmania (US release)

I can't wait to see the Beatmania song list, also the songlist for IIDX DistorteD.

This is gonna' be great!!!!!
Lots more B•E•M•A•N•I!!!
yeah!

gesus kwist.

So many things.

Also, I've been burning many CD's lately because I'm finding Bemani music I haven't bothered listening to in a while.
Like, I just recently found Nijiiro by DJ Yoshitaka feat. G.S.C Licence. Dang, that's a cool song and I couldn't believe that I had it in my computer all along.

Wow... also, I'm addicted to listening to Under The Sky and Back Into The Light ~A DAY IN THE LIGHT mix~

This is kewl. yeah!

oh, and it sucks a bit cuz im a slightly bit depressed. =(
But you know...

WHO GIVES CUZ DEPRESSION WONT STOP ME FROM BEEN COOL! HECK NO TEKINO!

wow... am i really that bored?

o'well. One of these days I will eventually upload another song for the xanga. oh and Carla, whenever u read this. Please... me needs a new layout. I'd like it to look like IIDX DistorteD which is sorta' black, metallic, and yellow-ish.

thanx.

Peece every1,
Luis
aka.
taka942

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That's me! ☺

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

Tue, 06 Dec 2005 02:18:08 GMT

Ah yes... I am back but once again I have to go.

Lately, good things have been happening for me. I've AAA'd Irresistiblement again... I saw an old friend I thought I wouldn't see in a long time. And all this other stuff. Carla... or anyone else who reads my Xanga, sorry that I've been away from it for a long time, its just there hasnt been much and Im really busy nowadays. Well... se ya guys sometime soon. Later.

Monday, November 21, 2005

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 06:11:11 GMT

Wow, I've really been busy the past month.

Sorry everyone, but this is gonna be another short one... really short. =/

Well... I've been listening to lots of dj TAKA music since im a huge dj TAKA fan and I am also studying his music. I want to learn the way dj TAKA makes his music. What style he uses and all that stuff. ^^ I've also been listening to lots of Beatmania IIDX music, and some DDR. But it's all going good. Well, I gotta go. =)

Remember:
~Don't do drugs
~If something ever goes wrong when you think you don't need
help... ASK for help... because asking for help does help. o.O?
~Do not hang around with friends that are bad influences

That's it.

http://www.abovetheinfluence.com/
^Click the link please and learn.^

Monday, November 14, 2005

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 00:27:50 GMT

Wow... I really havent been here for a while. Sorry people, but Ive been really busy and I still am.

Cros country season is over, so I'll see if I begin writing in here again. Not sure.

Total Count:

52 Bemani Soundtracks

Monday, November 07, 2005

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 05:48:49 GMT

New song added to my Xanga:

Title: Aurora
Artist: Ryu*
Genre: Trance Core
Version: Beatmania IIDX 12th Style HAPPY SKY
Knowledge: Starmine, Rainbow Rainbow, Be Quiet, etc.

Enjoy the music. ^^

Wow, I've been really busy lately and I'm busy right now.
I went to go visit my friend V today and it was okay... it was fun.
Once again... The cross country season has officially ended but not for the varsity runners, and I'm one of them. Damnit, I don't wanna keep running, but whatever. Anyways... If I miss one day of practice this last week... then Im gonna get kicked off the team and they'll replace me with one of the slower runners. Damn... theyre stupid if the team replaces me. Yup. Well... I gotta go to sleep. Tomorrow is a big day.

Damnit... I can still taste it. God damnit!!!
I even smell like it! Aieee!!!!!

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 03:49:52 GMT

Ok... I got a few new OST's... here's the list:

Artist - Album
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Lia - Prismatic
Lia - Enigmatic ~it has a bunch of originals~
Beatmania GOTTAMIX OST
Beatmania 7th Style ~keepin' evolution~
Beatmania IIDX 11th Style RED

Ok.. thats about it. Im gonna keep downloading OST's and I'll put my whole soundtrack list in an entry one of these days. ^^

Hey Carla, hope you had a Pop'n Halloween! I did!

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 05:28:32 GMT

http://www.stopextinction.org/site/c.epIQKXOBJsG/b.933389/apps/nl/content.asp?content_id={C2673BBE-BECE-4A15-B8B2-9685E63EB105}¬oc=1

Ok... my sister Irma wants to say one thing.

Click the website above and help out the U.S. government! Stop animal extinction and preserve the wildlife. Make sure that the U.S. supports wildlife and prevents animal extinction which has recently been going for the past several years. Well actually, many years. Please copy this paragraph along with the website and please send this to everyone on your chatting lists and/or (recommended) e-mail this to as many people as you can. Please. Thank you.

Ok... I also downloaded another album:
Dance Dance Revolution with Mario

Ok, that's about it.

OH OH OH!!!! I went to Great America yesterday and the last game of DDR that I played b4 I left the amusement park was the best one I've ever played!!! I did Janejana on heavy/shuffle and did like a million spins without missing an arrow, got a AA!!! That's just the first stage. Then I played So Deep heavy/reverse and I AA'd it for the 6th time so far!!! And then I played Love Shine and I AA'd that too so I got EXTRA STAGE!!! And then for Extra Stage I was allowed to pick a song that I wanted to pick and I chose Irresistiblement along with the default mods of Heavy/1.5x speed/reverse and I AA'd that too!!!, but I didn't get Encore Extra Stage because in order to get Encore Extra Stage I have to play Legend of Maxx of the extra stage... so damn, I forgot about that. But seriously!!!... that is the first time I play DDR and AA every song I played!!! Yeah! Wow, I feel like I'm a bit too good now. lol xD

HAPPY HALLOWEEN POP'N STYLE!!!
http://xanga.com/animelover923

Monday, October 31, 2005

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 14:07:48 GMT

Entry. October 31, 2005 7:01 Pacific Standard Time

Ok... just two things to start off my blog today.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!!
AND GO CHECK OUT THE XANGA OF ANIMELOVER923, IT ROCKS HALLOWEEN!... POP'N STYLE!!! http://xanga.com/animelover923

Oh... and I just downloaded another soundtrack:
Artist Name - Album Name
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Des-Row - D

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 16:46:45 GMT

Okay... I'm only gonna' make this fast. Daylight savings time begins today so set your watches and clocks 1 hour behind ok? Anyways...

These are the albums/soundtracks/OST's that I have finished downloading so far:

Beatmania IIDX 12th Style Happy Sky
Pop'n Music 13 Carnival
Be For U KI-SE-KI
Parappa the Rapper -the whole series-
Dancemania Speed Nonstop MEGAMIX ~i wont work with me~
Beatmania SuperMIX
Beatmania the Final
Dance Dance Revolution Party Collection
Beatmania CORE Remix
Dancemania Speed G5

Ok... those are all the albums I've downloaded so far.
Now, these are the packs I have for StepMania:

942 ~my own separate folder~
Dance Dance Revolution 1st Mix
Dance Dance Revolution 2nd Mix
Dance Dance Revolution 3rd Korean v2
Dance Dance Revolution 3rd Mix
Dance Dance Revolution 3rd Mix Plus
Dance Dance Revolution 4th Mix
Dance Dance Revolution 4th Mix Plus
Dance Dance Revolution 5th Mix
DDRMAX Dance Dance Revolution 6th Mix
DDRMAX2 Dance Dance Revolution 7th Mix
DDR EXTREME Dance Dance Revolution 8th Mix
Eggman ~a bunch of sims created by Eggman~
euromix ~songs that were released in Europe's Dance Stage~
In The Groove ~only contains 4 songs from ITG~
Keyboard Mega Pack
Keyboard Mega Pack 2
Community Keyboard Mega Pack - Volume 1
Community Keyboard Mega Pack - Volume 2
Skor's Selection of High Quality Simfiles
Bemanistyle Official Songpack -TaQ-

So if anyone ever wants any of these OST's or Packs... please send me your e-mail or any website that I can upload it to fast.
If you're gonna' send me your e-mail, send it to -email- simplepunk942@aim.com and if you're gonna' use chatting to contact me use -AIM- simplepunk942.
If you want me to host/upload the fil somewhere then please send me a URL to my e-mail or through AIM.
-Make sure that the website you want me to upload it to is fast and lasts a good ammount of time.-

And Carla... I'll see what I can do. ^^
Neat poster you made.

Ah yes... today is October 30, 2005 and I am going to Great America theme park today for the pre-halloween thingie. Im gonna be screaming like mad on the rides today even though Im used to them and Im gonna play and display the best DDR gameplay I have ever done today as something special. ^^

Today is going to be a good day. Heck yeah!

i'm gonna miss u -blank-